Thanks LoisLane!
I've been reading the posts about the yearbook here, and yea, things are a lot clearer when you are out of lala land. I hope your fade is going well, and is not too destructive to get out. The org is NOT Spirit directed (among other things) and we all start a new journey after knowing TTATT.
Funny, I keep looking down to see if I have a big letter "S" on my chest.
Just a reply to Terry about having one foot in each world, it's more like dipping a toe in the other world once and a while to keep peace, at least that's how it is in my current situation.
HBH