Broadly, I agree with slim's original post regarding what led him to believe at first that the JWs had "the truth". Much of the same drew me initially, too:
- Refusing to fight in war or vote or otherwise support human governments.
- Use of God's name (despite the arguments over the accurate form of it, they still seem to be the only organisation that is actually concerned about it enough to try to understand it and use it).
- Rejection of the unscriptural and pagan Trinity teaching.
- Refuting of hellfire, and a more reasonable and logical teaching about death and resurrection.
- Teaching of an earthly paradise, with a heavenly government, and so on.
One of the first warning signs to me that all was not as it seemed, apart from the massive 1995 about-face on the generations which many on here have cited as an influence on them, was the appointment of Sam Herd to the GB in 1999.
That's NOT because I disagreed in principle with appointing a black man, but older members may remember, it was around that time in the 1990s that many people in the USA, UK and Europe were beginning to get exercised about ethnic diversity and representation in boardrooms and senior positions of secular organisations.As a result, some were beginning to ask the same question about religious leaders, including the JW GB. It seemed far too coincidental that it was THEN that Herd was appointed. If the Org were truly spirit-led, why would such an appointment happen JUST at the same time "worldly" organisations were putting a spotlight on race in senior roles? Why not before, or later, or not at all (if ethnicity truly doesn't matter)?
This is increasingly noticeable every time new members are appointed to the GB - like just now with Jedele and Rumph - because none of them since are non-white either. Why ONLY Herd so far, and why at precisely the time when secular organisations were beginning to talk about increasing "diversity"?
Also - and in line with worldly race dynamics in the USA and Western Europe especially - how come only a black person (known as Afro-Caribbean in the UK, or African-American in the USA) was selected for appointment? You'll notice that in the worldly racial debates to date, the primary focus and attention is on the rights and representation of black people, not those from the Indian subcontinent, East Asia, or other non-white ethnicities. Likewise, the GB have not appointed anyone else of another ethnicity to date. It was then I realised the influence "fear of man" and "worldly" thinking really has on the actions of the GB.
Since realising that, it's been obvious that many other decisions of the GB have been driven by financial and socio-political motives, especially around the handling of money (Halls, Bethel layoffs, congregation mergers, etc), legal cases over moral issues (CSA and other criminal matters) and the changing of certain long-standing teachings.
A more godly organisation would not defend the indefensible in terms of sex crimes, and would be more compassionate to its members. However, in reality there is no such organisation on earth that is like that, as so many news stories and scandals of the past few decades have shown. Churches, cadet schools, care homes, charities, schools - everywhere there are reports of sexual misconduct and abusive behaviour.
As a result, I don't think the existence of such things completely rules out an organisation being used by God, but I do believe it means such an organisation is "dirty" and so still in need of a severe shake-up. The same thing happened in the past with the nation of Israel and even with some individuals and congregations in the first century. They got too selfish, too arrogant and assured of their own position in relation to God and behaved as they saw fit, but got punished for it.
The evidence from scripture is that "judgement begins with the house of God", so I would expect to see any organisation claiming to represent God be the first to suffer a "wake-up call" if it's not up to standard, and that's what we're seeing today with many organisations that claim to be Christian - including the JWs - starting to suffer losses and setbacks.
For the GB, this is despite their attempts to claim the org is completely separate and has already been "cleansed" and is in "good standing". There are so many examples of choices and events that indicate to me that the GB collectively are still facing a "wake-up call". That's why I strongly disagree with a lot of the recent comments in the org about JWs already being in the "spiritual paradise", living "the best life ever", etc, since that's blatantly not true. They are simply platitudes to placate the R&F and discourage them from asking questions about things that are still not right in the Org.