jesusstolemyhotrod
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There is a rat on this forum
by jesusstolemyhotrod ini think someone on this forum is a rat....or troll as i think they are called.. i am sitting at home last night watching fear factor, and there was a knock at the door.. i opened it to find two elders from my old hall.
they did not seem very sincere when they apologized for disturbing me without notice.. they said the purpose of there visit was to just to check up on me, find out if my circumstances or opinions had changed.
we ended up in a huge conversation about my "inactivity", they wanted to know if there was anything keeping or holding me back from the truth, and wanted to know if there was anything i needed to get of my chest, cause guilt has away of keeping people back.
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humble thanks -vivamus, witchchild and truthseeker
by jesusstolemyhotrod ini wanted to thank you for your kind comments to my "crucifixion" thread.
that whole time of my life was a tremendous kick in the teeth from the elders and the wts.
i wanted thru words to mock and lambast the whole organization for there foul treatment of suicide, there heartless actions and there crucifixion of those just like the thousands that are members here.
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crucifixion
by jesusstolemyhotrod inmorning all,.
i have not been here very long, but i wanted to share a bit of myself with all of you.
i have been writing stories and poetry since i was about 11 years old.
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vancouver bc - backround info
by jesusstolemyhotrod ini am hoping someone out there maybe from the vancouver area and help me out......i am looking for some background info.
during the late 70's and 80's, i was still quite young and all the bad or nasty stuff was hidden from young ears.
i do remember though catching wind of certain scandals and mass disfellowshippings etc.....but the details were hidden from children and quietly whispered about by the adults.
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spousal abuse
by jesusstolemyhotrod inalthough i am out, my parents are still involved with the jw's.
after the fiasco they went thru with me and my brother.
they have remained "faithful", but at the same time deal with there own feelings of doubt and disgruntlement.
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orgin of my name
by jesusstolemyhotrod ini have only been an active member for a couple of days here, or a newbie as we are affectionatley called.
since i have been here though, on a few occasions, i have been asked about my choice of nicname and what it means or why i chose it.
since there is a reason behind it, and in my mind it stands for something, i thought i would share it's orgins with you all.
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my first doubt
by jesusstolemyhotrod inthis will be my first post with a specific topic.
i posted here yesterday for the first time.
i wanted to start by saying how nice it was to be so warmly welcomed by those of you that took a minute to say hi.
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I am new here.....just wanted to say hi
by jesusstolemyhotrod inhello......so this is my first time here......i have been inactive for about 6 years now.....i was disfellowshipped about 11 years ago......but lucky me they let me back in......but i slowly just "fell away" and now i guess i am just an outsider who no one really wants anything to do with......mine is actually a sad story of rejection.....some one very close to me actually killed themselves while disfellowshipped......i am very bitter towards the whole thing and how he was treated.....and how i am still treated.....i guess now i am just a closet anarchist (hope that is spelt right) who secretly wishes the whole damn organization would just fall apart and disappear......anyway.....i just wanted to say hi......i am interested in everyones comments and theories in here......i have one of my own on how god is either falible or screwed the whole planet up on purpose......but that is probably not the kind of thing discussed here......i hope to check in regular and get involved in the discussions......thanks