I never was physically abused in the org but the mental torture of being an orphan in the truth & anticipating the day in which all you love & care for will meet a violet & destructive end traumatised me personally. I soon realised that I was`nt good enought to survive armageddon.
Now I no longer believe a word of this insane bullshyte.
I realise this is not the case everywhere but in most cases the mental prison that you are in, is indeed hard to bear.
J