I haven't logged on here in a day or two......and I am a bit late for making any profound statements for you to contemplate Sirona.....but I was mildly surprised at what Grace just wrote about her experience! Two years ago this month, I had been watching a late-night preacher I like on TV (before I had been back into attending church since DAing from the WTS in October 1999), but he said that we should ASK Jesus to come into our hearts, guide our lives and let the Holy Spirit work on us.
I went to bed and did this exactly as he said (a bit of an "okay lets see if this works' attitude" going on here).....and immediately this warm and beautiful feeling just overtook me....a feeling of complete peace and contentment I had NEVER, EVER experienced ever before. For the record---I had no alcohol in my system....I have maybe one or two sips on Christmas Eve and only once in YEARS when my sister and I got together last August for the first time since 1972. I seldom drink more than two or three sips when I DO "drink", LOL! I just needed to make that clear so that the experience that I had was in no way related to alcohol. I was as surprised as could BE when it happened, and it was a real as could be.
After this happened....I ALSO began to understand scriptures that I had overlooked before, or did not understand when I read them. I began to see a LOT more passages that seemed to leap off the pages at me.....passages that the WTS never covered at the WT study on Sunday. I saw how they would weave together to make certain points MUCH clearer---points that as a CHRISTIAN I needed to (or should have ) known, but due to the WTS total ommission of these points----it ALSO became more clear how cleverly they are pulling the JWs AWAY from the reality that IS Christ. They do not WANT JWs to know, love, appreciate OR understand who Jesus IS and what he SHOULD MEAN to every Christian on earth.
As for my experience that Sunday evening, I did not even realize that I HAD been "born again"......so I was not looking to attach a label to the experience, but I told someone about this and she laughed and said that I indeed...had been born again. I always thought it would be the bells and whistles, fall-on-the-floor and all that....and maybe it IS for others. I can't say. I can only tell what happened to ME. I can't imagine my life WITHOUT Christ in it.....and Sirona, dear....I do not want to rain in your parade or demean your beliefs in any way....but from MY viewpoint---I do not understand ANY religion that not include Jesus.....nor do I need to, I guess!
He has been there all along, and it took ME 64 years to realize this. He died for ALL and it takes recognizing this and acting on it. I was misled and deceived by the WTS for 30 years....I still "believed" in God when I left.....but just didn't know what path to take. He persisted in revealing himself and then I FINALLY saw his hand reaching out to ME, and took hold of it. He is TRULY not far off from each one of us.
hugs,
Annie