>>I was more likely to realize that people in the "world" and including ones who use to love Jehovah can be some of the most hateful people.
My Dear, these worldly people replied to your thread to help you. How many JW's could you call in your time of need? We encouraged you to leave the Watchtower behind, but also reminded you that you are welcome here no matter what religion you follow, including the JW's.
Not everyone "helped", but I think everyone meant well. Truly. And most importantly, they tried to help. Doesn't it mean anything to you that your "brothers" refuse to speak to you, but these "worldly" strangers reach out to you?
Go back to the JW's if you feel it's right. You are still welcome here. Your opinion may be challenged here -- we aren't all uniform in our thinking -- but you are allowed and encouraged to have it.
Take care, live well.
Dave