Chalam:
Yes I understand some of your reasoning. I had a lot of troubles when reading the Old Testament and I was a new born infant in faith.
A little patronising, don't you think? In fact, it's usually the case that the more people study what's actually in the bible, the more they have trouble reconciling the barbaric monster Yahweh with a god of love.
It seems that God was almost double minded and I had difficulty reconciling the God of the Old Testament with that of the New.
That's understandable. They are, after all, different books about essentially different gods. One is the Jewish god; the other is his Christian derivative.
The WTS love the God of the Old. That is why they choose the name of Jehovah. They like rules and regulations, judgement, wroth, anger etc.
That's what the god of the OT was all about. He's exactly as nasty as Dawkins' description.
I love the God of the NT. His name is Jesus, and He is love, He is peace, He is just, He is true, He is righteous.
Well, partly. He still threatened eternal damnation to those who didn't "love" him.
God in the OT is concealed, in the NT He is revealed.
No, the OT is quite clear about God's character. But it was written by different people, at a different time, with a different language and different beliefs.
Jesus is the same as Yahweh in the OT "I am the Father are one" so as you get to know about Him you will see that they are indeed the same but from a different viewpoint.
In a sense. Jesus is the Christian reinterpretation of the Jewish god YHWH. With the influence from Greek and Roman philosophies, the writers of the NT were a (slightly) more enlightened sort than those of the OT, and the god-man they invented reflected that.
The God of love, peace, kindness, compassion can be found in the OT too.
Some examples, perhaps?
So my advise is this, if the OT is giving you trouble then read the NT!
You mean pick and choose which bits to believe in? Why believe any of it?
John 14:6 (New International Version)
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
So you are going to have to get to know Jesus before you can understand the Father.
Perhaps your god's triune nature is responsible for his schizophrenic personality.
My testimony is that I am doing this and I have no problems with reading the OY any more.
Good for you. But reading is (relatively) easy. Understanding it in a historical and cultural context can be a little more difficult. You don't seem to have managed that yet.
Hope that helps!
What do you think?