Hey Angel Eyes!
A big welcome to the forum! It is great to see a new face around here. As i read your posts here it seems that you feel people are a bit pushy - the problem with the net is that its very easy to come across that way. My experience here is that about 90% of the people are really kind and have some touching stories to tell, unfortunately there is a vocal minority who sometimes come across a bit rude and in-your-face - but i really feel its more about the way they display themselves than how they really are. If you feel you are getting stranglede, shout!
I just want to post a link - its not really the content of the link thats important, its more to show a human face on this board, and that its my experience most come here initially because they are hurt and in doubt (While my story and problems is NOTHING compared to what you and other here are or had gone through that was and is also my angle) you can find it here: http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/experiences/159928/1/Letter-to-My-Mother-FINAL-After-2yrs3mos-Incomprehensibly-Long.
Whatever you seek i hope you find it.. best of luck
ps
Your post limit goes up pretty quickly. i can allready make 100 posts in 24 hours.