Don't try to lie about it. You accept some of these people as an Authority. You listen to them. You watch them. You buy their products. You are nfluenced and shaped by their advice.
Aren't you ashamed of yourself?
Why surrender your mind to hucksters, self-promoters who bally-hoo nonsense and mysticism like it was gold?
Why is BELIEF in fluffy supernatural nonsense so appealing to you? Miracle cures? Talking to the dead? Mind over matter?
Could it be because it is easier to believe in something mysterious, mystical and full of tingling promises than it is to exercise your right to a NON-CONTRADICTION with reality?