Thanks for supplying the passage, Villabolo :)
If the bible is not inspired, and its not, then how can anybody make any assertions that Jesus ever said anything in particular?
I would be remiss if I did not first say that you should ask Him yourself, first and foremost, and perhaps also ask for faith... and then 'keep knocking' as it were. I understand that you might not be willing or able to do this, though.
As for what to believe just based on what is written and not the Spirit, well, you can decide for yourself. Do you think it was all a hoax? I think that's elaborate and self-defeating, since those at the head of the hoax died for what they themselves perpetuated. What about for gain? First few century Christians/leaders of their faith had little to gain (wealth-wise) and much to lose (life-wise). Lots of letters and reports and stirrings lend credence, as well, imo. Coherency between those letters - love, mercy, forgiveness. Serve others. I'm not seeing a down-side... and the men who later took and twisted the words and teachings are to blame for creating just another organized religion.
I think there is enough historical evidence for Christ having existed. I think we also know enough about Him to know that we should a) go to Him in spirit, and b) live according to the mercy, love for others (golden rule), and forgiveness.
Tammy