in the world we live in, why in the hell would anyone worship that God?
I can't answer for anyone but myself, Jer, but would say that I could do it for the same reason that I could continue to love my parents if, because of the CHOICES of my sibling, HAD to proceed with, shall we say "tough love." Now, before you start ripping your garments and tossing ashes, let me give you an example, one that many HERE can relate to: active JWs who shun their own flesh.
No, I am not saying that He does that... that such a thing is even okay. I am referring to those who ARE so shunned. Those who have been cut off BY THEIR OWN FLESH... including restricted from having a relationship with such ones' children... by such active members. Grandparents, for example. Because of following MAN... these active individuals CHOOSE to cut themselves... AND their children... off from members of their family. That is exactly what mankind has done with the Most Holy One of Israel: He has not hidden Himself from us - it is we who cut ourselves... and our children... off from HIM. Because we follow man. And both are OUR choices (to follow man AND cut ourselves and our children off)... not His.
For someone like me, however, I can STILL love that cut off one... even if those who cut Him off... or cut themselves off from HIM... don't.
Taking that back to the "tough love" scenario, if I had a sibling who CHOSE to involve themselves in... ummmm... shall we say, unsavory, conduct... who my parents TRIED to help but who kept REJECTING that help... even keeping their children away and rejecting any help offered THEM... then I would have to side with my parents. Yes, I would "be there" for that sibling, if they needed something from ME, of course I would. And I would still ask my parents to forgive them... and love them.
But I would absolutely understand it if my parents said to me, "SA, we've done all we could. Your [brother] doesn't WANT us in his lives... or the lives of his family. We love him and so we will respect HIS choice and wishes. Yes, it hurts... terribly... but it is what HE wants. Of course, we're here if he ever wants to COME HOME... but we're not going out looking for HIM anymore. Because he doesn't want us to find him. He wants us to leave him alone... and so, that's what we're doing."
Would I love my parents LESS for making this decision? Absolutely not. They know my "brother" like I know my "brother." Maybe even better. Even if not, they know what he wants... and doesn't want... from THEM. I, for my part... can love them both. And it is in this way that I can worship the Most Holy One of Israel, JAH of Armies... in spite of the world we live in: because much of it, MOST of it... is my "brother's" choice, NOT my Father's.
For anything that I even thought WAS my Father's fault... I would do as Moses, Abraham, and others did: humbly, lovingly, and mildly call Him on it (as I would do with my "brother"). Thus far, however, I've found nothing that prompts ME to do that.
A slave of Christ,
SA