How do I hear/feel God?

by doinmypart 473 Replies latest jw friends

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  AGuest

  Leave my cancer out of it you nasty person

  What??! Who mentioned your illness??? I referred to something I watched, literally, with my own eyes, which I wouldn't wish on ANYONE. I don't know what your illness 'type' is, C, but my mother's was pancreatic. A horrible illness and experience for her... much more than for me. Yet, I wouldn't wish either on anyone.

  You really should stop trying to see yourself in everything I post. It's not accurate or true... and it CAN'T be healthy/good for you. Once again, if you can't take what I post... then stop reading my posts. Close your eyes, turn your head, skip over... heck, I dunno what you might need to do... but please... stop... if you truly cannot handle it. Which your comments seem to indicate is the case.

  A slave of Christ,

  SA
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  cofty

  I posted an update on my illness just a few hours ago, then you throw in subject of cancer right out of context and you expect me to believe its a coincidence.

  You're fooling nobody you nasty mean spirited woman.
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  AGuest

  Some of you are like swine who do not deserve my pearls of peace.

  Those for whom the particular "shoe" fits, yes. Absolutely. And I make NO apologies for that. Don't want to be likened to a pig? Stop acting like one.

  A slave of Christ,

  SA
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  jamesmahon

  Don't want to be treated like a hypocrite? Don't be one.
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  AGuest

  I posted an update on my illness just a few hours ago, then you throw in subject of cancer right out of context and you expect me to believe its a coincidence.

  I don't really care what you believe but it actually was a coincidence. I was actually offline for the past couple hours and only reviewed those posts that I commented to this morning. I haven't even been on the general board, yet. Indeed, there are many days when I don't even go there but only to those threads where I've been "engaged" (one way or another).

  I did not see your post, at all (still haven't, actually... and not sure if I will even bother, now). But you can believe what you wish to. One way you can tell that I'm stating the truth, though, is to allow yourself to consider that I truly don't think about you... away from any discussion that we might be having... or on those times when I DO think upon your health and offer up prayer (which never occurs when I'm on the Board because you're usually so contentious I forget to what extent you must be suffering - away, though, I often ask for my Lord to "keep" you, and I've told you this).

  Otherwise, unlike you, who apparently now thinks my every word has something to do with you (which, if you knew me, which you don't... and knew my impression of you... which you do... you would know is absolutely hilarious)... I tend to not think of you. Mainly because I'm just too busy... but partly because I just don't remember to.

  You're fooling nobody you nasty mean spirited woman.

  Not trying to, C. Never said I wasn't nasty or mean-spirited. To the contrary, again, I have openly admitted what I "am"... a foremost sinner... and not nice. It's you who keep trying to make me what YOU believe I should "be"... based on your [erroneous] understanding of a what a christian is. But you're the one mistaken as to that, the one who was misled and is still following the lies. So, your anger is misplaced... and your finger is pointing in the wrong direction. Unless you're looking in a mirror, that it.

  A slave of Christ,

  SA
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  Chariklo

  ...or you could just have said sorry, Guest, and left it at that.
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  cofty

  Just for the record Shelby I believe you are lying.
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  AGuest

  Because of your illness... and my desire to not cause you discomfort, stress, or exacerbate it in ANY way... I will no longer address you, engage you, or respond to you. For any reason, on any topic, at any time, or under any circumstances. Because I won't insult you by pitying you to the point that I let you "speak" to me as you wish without response. I have thought that our interchanges actually brought you some strength, allowed you to "fight" and deal with some of your anger as well as perhaps your illness. That you would comment so even without being ill. And so I didn't refrain. Because to do so... out of pity for your circumstance would, IMHO, have been insulting. I didn't want to play that game with you and treat you with false "pity". That's not me, at all.

  Now, I realize that perhaps I was wrong. I really didn't perceive you as that weak in spirit... or that "needy" of sympathy. I didn't think I would have to play that particular game with you. I was wrong. You have my pity... and my sympathy. But... that's as far as I'll go. I will always wish you peace, strength, and good health... even if only silently. Because that really is how I am.

  But otherwise... we're done.

  A final... and open (wish for) peace to you, truly.

  A slave of Christ,

  SA
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  InterestedOne

  Q wrote:

  AG - please take me off your 'dear' and 'peace' list as well. You are welcome to continue mangling grammar, meaning and everyone you dislike.

  Please take me off the list as well. I prefer to skip the "dear" and "peace" when having a discussion.
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  cofty

  Shelby - You patronising, arrogant fool.

  The only place I have spoken about my illness is in the one thread I started about it. I have benefited from a lot of encouragement and support from that thread but I have never looked for sympathy and I despise pity. I have never at any time used my illness out of context to gain any benefit in a debate.

  The many friends I have in the real world know I have handled my illness with dignity and fortitude.

  I expect others to treat me like anybody else and to give as good as they get when we debate beliefs. That has been my experience up to now.

  You are the one who threw my cancer in my face in this thread in a pathetic attempt at point scoring, is there nothing you won't stoop to?