I was born into a multigenerational family that started out with the Bible Students. In fact, they were early Bible Students. My father and uncles worked in the factory at Bethel when there were few Bethelites. They knew Freddie Franz, Rutherford, Knorr, Henschel, and the others b/c it was so small that intimacy existed. We would go to JW conventions and these leaders would acknowledge and talk to my father. We had no respect in the KH but I was raised that only key people at Bethel mattered.
I only found out basic WT doctrines after I left. Important things were so fuzzy in my mind. My view of Jesus and other Bible luminaries was a mix of public school, Disney, and the Witnesses. Altho I always heard Witnesses rant aboujt the Trinity, I had no clue that most Christians, even Arians, would totally reject the extremely low position of Jesus in the WT pantheon. One key problem is that they kept changing the doctrine. It is hard to keep up to speed.
Once I learned basic mainstream Christian belief through my study of history and culture, I was shocked. When I finally read my Bible in long sittings with no commentary, my shock deepened. I had no clue they were so far off. Intentional misrepresenation was present. B/c of my background in political science and law, I cornered priests and ministers to grill them for exact definition and very minute doctrinal points. Most priests come from a different framework. They are more pragmatic and realtiy based than I am. They often refused to further define items b/c they are incapable of future definiton. Many concepts are deliberately vague in my denomination b/c the history of fights was so bloody, a recoil effect emerged. Faithful good people were burned at the stake and tortured for whether to kneel or stand during communion and prayer.
All this information always existed. Well,since the late 1800s at least. I was a latecomer. I had no idea. Not the slightest.
My family went to prison, lived at Bethel so they barely ate, rode subways all night because of late curfews. We suffered for a higher cause. I know for an absolute certainty that the most dedicated people in my family could not tell you the basic beliefs of JWs. Not at all. They only can repeat the Wt word for word, In fact, they will not paraphrase. They bring out the article as tho it was absolute, incarnate Truth. I wept when I realized.
My summary is cult. Cult. Cult. It would not bother me so much if I hated all Witnesses. I know most are fine people. So sad and disturbing.