Thanks for warm welcomes everyone!
It's therapeutic reading your responses to this thread. Almost like a certain kind of closure in some strange way hearing from people like you who came from the same place.
Based on my experience, atheism raised more questions than it answered for me. One of them was regarding human history. Assuming the Bible is purely fictional, that is.
How can the fact that the Gregorian calendar is based on a fictional character be explained? I have a hard time believing that the whole world is basing it on the tooth fairy, if Jesus was not real.
Also, purely looking at it from a non-religious, historical viewpoint, how can you ignore Jesus' influence on world events in the past 2000 years? Christianity and world history are tied at the hip. Something epic happened back then that changed the world that set things in motion that influenced entire cultures. Again, it doesn't make sense to me that all this is based on something that a fictional character did.
How do you explain to the Jewish people that their history is fictional? The Bible records their origins and history in detail. That is like someone from another culture saying to an American that George Washington, the civil war, the constitution are all fictional and someone just made up stories in the history books.
Also what about all of the archaeological evidence of events in the Bible which has inscriptions of specific names and dates?
There are so many other questions that were raised for me when i assumed an atheistic view. These are just a few. After wrestling with these questions, I've come to the conclusion that you need more faith to be an atheist than to believe in a creator.
As unpleasant as the whole Jehovah experience was for me, I've come full circle and can't deny the existence of God and that he left something for us in the form of a holy writings and also that he was here in person. I don't want to make the mistake of throwing the baby out with the bathwater just because some self righteous, overly ambitious and twisted legalists decided to misrepresent it.
If all this were just based on fantasy, we are looking at a scam of epic proportions that spans thousands of years which would be totally mindblowing.
I'd be interested in hearing how you have come to terms with some of these questions on your way to atheism if you have gone there?