I do not understand how God can watch the suffering of his children. The rape, the murder, the sickness, death, the war, the terrible things that happen every second of the hour of the year , after year,,,,, he watches.
I for one would get sick to my stomach seeing all the God must see. THere are things that if we were to actually witness,,,,,, as if we were in the room, we would be traumatised forever. And again, I know this is proven to be going on every second of time.
How can God ,,,,,,,, watch it and not step in?
If we were truly made in God's image,,,,,,,,,, then we act as he would right?
If someone was hurting one of my babies,,,,,,,, any baby, for that matter,,,,,,,,,,,, I would kill them. I would not sit back and let them be hurt, tested , or put thru hell.
Why is it when we cry out to God above to PLEASE answer our prayers ,,,,,,,we get nothing?
Some may say,,,,,,,,,well you do get something , you just don't know it,,,,,,, bull!!!!
If my children were crying out to me,,,,,,,,,, I would go to them. Even if they were not crying out to me I would check in on them , find out why they are so sad, depressed or lonely. All parents can relate to this........ So if we are God's children as the Bible says we are....... why does he not act like a Father ? In fact he acts the way my fleshly father does,,,,,,,,,,like I don't exsist..... so easy to forget, and a father who doesnt give a damn if I am alive or dead. Now , excuse me for being irrate on this,,,,,,, but to me the God I thought I knew,,,,,, has forgotten about us , just like my real dad.
How can we love a Father like that? How can we not be bitter, hurt , angry? You can only take so much indifference until you start to pretend that that kind of Father doesnt exsist either,,,,,,,, he does become dead to you.
Jw's say that God will bless someone with some extra window cleaning jobs so they can attend a 3 day convention,,,,,,,,,but God will not , with all his power, save the jw child who is dieing, because they are being faithful with the blood issue. Funny how this JW God choose what blessing and miracles to perform...... I swear I heard a pioneer sister tell me that she was burning her trash and had accidently dropped a check from their work into the barrel,,,,,,, it was a mircle from Jehovah that the check,,,,,blew back out of the barrel at her feet, according to her. But God,,,,,lets the little babies be raped,,,,,,, while doing those kinds of blessings...........NO FREAKIN WAY!!!!!!!!!!
I will never believe that. I think God has turned away from us,,,,, or the Bible is wrong about God's view on us. Or there is no God. I have no clue..and I pray for answers,,,,,,,,, not money, not fame, not even happiness.......... just let me know you are up there. He hasnt returned my calls.