Even when you believe in it.. being a JW isn't easy.. it is always the "DO MORE' 'DO MORE" ' DO MORE" mentality...
I quit because I couldn't take it any more.. that and I was offended by the lack of love in the congregation..
What a relief it has been to not be one any more.. and now I am reading Crisis of Conscience, (which you may want to read).. I feel so much better about my decision to quit.
Unfortunately it has put a strain on my relationship with my family though..