**The very last sentence of the second paragraph I mentioned that she did indeed pass....
Looking back---I see that you did! Sorry----my mistake!
**found out that she did indeed die after being shipped to John Sealy.
Somehow I read this as you were making phone calls to find out IF she did indeed die etc. I read it wrong! These ole eyes ain't what they used to be.....actually, NOTHING on this body is what it used to be! LOL!
**After last night, I may just have to rethink all that.
And isn't it GREAT to be able to rethink ALL the stuff we took as "gospel" truth, and investigate anything we CHOOSE to? The great part of this IS......that we can accept what we believe to be credible and discard that which we don't-----OUR choice! It's so refreshing now to be free of the WTS "thought police" who decided what we could believe and what we couldn't!
When I was 7 years old, I still remember sitting on the stairs and chatting with a woman with gray hair in a "bun" and wearing a purple shawl. My mother came in from the living room and asked who I was talking to and I told her. She looked real funny and asked more questions about the "lady" I saw and then the conversation ended as I went off to play in the yard.
Later when I was older, my mother told me that I had seen my g'grandmother who had passed before I was born! There were no pictures of her for me to have seen and my mother said that in her last days, she always wore that purple shawl all the time!
I've had a few other events like this before I became a JW, and never felt they were demons or harmful, and I was never comfortable in the beliefs about this that the WTS taught, either. I had looked upon these as gifts and not a curse of some sort......
The same with that little girl---talking with her for a moment or two in an otherwise relaxed situation, wouldn't have been surprising. But knowing the circumstances, it understandably startled you. Talking with my g'grandmother was under a relaxed situation too, cuz I didn't realize the circumstances until years later!
Personally speaking, I feel it was a learning experience and you can draw something from it or choose to leave it alone, whatever you care to do. Just because some folks will not feel as you do, (and will be quick to TELL you as much and how foolish you are, etc) does not negate the fact that YOU saw and heard and experienced it!
hugs
Annie