OTWO:
I know what you're talking about. I don't even talk about JW stuff with my wife because, frankly, my blood pressure starts to spike. I feel like I am being conned every time some one tells me how wonderful the Org. is. The last few conversations with my wife have not gone well due to my inabily to keep my mouht shut, so now i avoid all discussions all together, ar at least try to.
The other night we were out with friends and something was mentioned about the SOCIETY, etc.... All I could do was not join in the conversation. I may have well been on Mars, every one around me was whacky, trapped in the JW world of constantly shifting illusion.
Good luck to you. I am not so sure my marriage can survive my evil knowledge.