Yes you read that correctly, but first let me say that I'm not going to learn anything (as if that would happen anyway), but I'm going to gloat.
The last couple of times I went there a few months ago was because I was being forcedstrongly encouraged (http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/9/74780/1202255/post.ashx#1202255) and I felt intimidated when I went.
Now that I have become a regular reader of various discussions here, I know I can walk in there with my head held high and look at them with just as much disgust in my eyes as they have in theirs because I haven't been begging to come back to such a unloving and hateful organization.
I also want to take a good look at my step-mother. I know for a fact that things on the homefront have been much less than a "loving theocratic atmosphere" between her and my father. I just want to see the look in her face/eyes because she knows I know things are not happy at home. And what's much worse, I know her closest JW friends know it too and do the elders try to encourage them? Maybe they do but I know my dad, he's gonna do what he wants to do anyway, such as not talking to me when he barely still in it himself. But thats just one of the prime examples of people looking at the toothpick in my eye when they have the whole damn tree. Not that I want my father disfellowshipped (should have been a long time ago) but the elders knows he's not doing whats right, but because he and my step-mom are so well known within the borg, I doubt seriously that will ever happen.
But I just want to go and look at all the captives of the borg and laugh at their misery while I enjoy my freedom.