Pablo,
It seems that you were a JW, from your new direction. For JWs, in fact for all people of various sects, it is very difficult (differing-cult?) to abandon the bonds of time spent to consider it just a learning experience. In all the JW doctrine I have studied, I don't find it truthful (and without Him was nothing made that Was made).
The Faithful and Discreet Slave of the JWs was 'born' at the sanctification of Charles Taze Russell in 1884Tishri, when the greater congregation of Ephesus began.
Russell was a confused guy who stumbled at his brothers deeds, looked around and around, and at pyramids and things not understood by common people, and came up with his own logic, which is founded in condemning christendom - gee, an easy following made there - aren't we better than them? is all he had to say - it's crap with a capital C.
He looked at the writings and, not seeing, he made his own stories up, and he looked at the writings and not, seeing he made his own stories up, and, he looked at the writings not seeing he made his own stories up!
Certainly unless you wake up, I shall come as a thief, and you will not know at all at what hour I shall come upon you.
I think you've got that right.
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And Joseph,
I think the Catholics were onto something - the doctrines that people came up with freaked them out. I don't think they could bear seeing their fellow men like that. Still, I'm sure God didn't want them to kill over it, but rather, be killed.
Bang