Posts by Cordelia

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What is wrong with me?

by Crumpet in

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i just went out for only the second time in the last three months since i broke my leg - to socialise - for a meal with a girl i haven't seen for a year.

she kept saying nice stuff about me and how she liked me and so on.

so why do i feel so dreadful and didn't believe her..

Drama script for the next convention

by sass_my_frass in

my non-jw hubbie wrote this last night, whose sole exposure to jw gatherings is a couple of hours at the last convention..... .

[setting: the present day.

a father is in a comfortable chair in his lounge room, reading a copy of "awake!

Cordelia

sass thats really good.

i'm so jealous you're hubby sounds great!

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guys i really need your help

by Cordelia in

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todaythings have really come to a head and i have a massive decusion to make by 7pm tonight!.

basically i have been dfed since march tryed to get reinstated two weeks ago but they said no, thing is i only did it for my family esp my dad he is not well and i love him to pieces.

but when i got dfed i had a boyfriend and things have been up and down (hes put up with alot) but he is sticking by my side and i love him and want to be open about him and not lie anymore, .

Cordelia

Ross i will try anything and its funny i saw sirona tonight and you have said what she did that he is just too immature, maybe if he was older it would be ok, (great minds think alike!!)

dimond blue, u are exactly right that is how i feel surely if he loved me enough he would at least try and be there but it is all about him, i have spent an afternoon with my mum who is ill and feels its a way we can talk if shes ill!!! but my bf when i rang him was just concerned that i hadnt text him all afternoon, i have had enough and we are finished now he is too childish to deal with what i need, i know that may sound selfish i dont mean it like that but i at least want abit of support, sirona said something to me why dont i try it alone, and i realised i have never been alone but im scared to be tho maybe i should give it a go

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My neck my back........

by lola28 in

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they hurt so much any one what will make it feel better?

i took some asprin but that did not help.

any suggestions would be welcomed..

Cordelia

deep heats great,

ps. thought you were gonna start singing!!

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guys i really need your help

by Cordelia in

jw
friends

todaythings have really come to a head and i have a massive decusion to make by 7pm tonight!.

basically i have been dfed since march tryed to get reinstated two weeks ago but they said no, thing is i only did it for my family esp my dad he is not well and i love him to pieces.

but when i got dfed i had a boyfriend and things have been up and down (hes put up with alot) but he is sticking by my side and i love him and want to be open about him and not lie anymore, .

Cordelia

thanks everyone,

god ross a counsellor what would the jws say??

ignat that parable was brilliant!

Ballistic thanks for what you said i really appreciate it, im sure it isnt the truth but coz my dad etc is so convinced and it was my life for 29 years i find it hard to let it go completely coz i was the happy pioneer etc and sometimes i wish i hadnt found out anything about it, coz it would hurt my family so much for me to stop entirely now, which is what i have done im just wondering whether it was the right decision, but as someone said i think it was ross, its ok to look back fondly on your previous life but a different thing to recreate it, (see i do actually pay attention!)

and realisticly things would be alot harder now if i went back to EVERYTHING i had before wouldnt they?

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Can anyone tell me about the UN

by PoppyR in

i'm so sorry that i'm sure everytime somone new joins you're going over the same thing again, but all this is very new to me, in fact i've done very little this past week except read articles and cross reference the wt cd rom..lol, everyone thinks i'm getting spiritual again, anyway!

i have read several references to the jws and the un.. can anyone shed some light on the matter, ie point me in the direction of good posts or articles about it, as i'm still unclear what has been going on.

i'm most interested in the facts of the case which is what i think this board is best at!.

Cordelia

when i heard about it i wanted to actually see it on the un site and someone told me to do this:

go on the un site

click on welcome

click on about the united nations

click on NGO section

click on NGO related documents

click on other documents

and there they are!

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guys i really need your help

by Cordelia in

jw
friends

todaythings have really come to a head and i have a massive decusion to make by 7pm tonight!.

basically i have been dfed since march tryed to get reinstated two weeks ago but they said no, thing is i only did it for my family esp my dad he is not well and i love him to pieces.

but when i got dfed i had a boyfriend and things have been up and down (hes put up with alot) but he is sticking by my side and i love him and want to be open about him and not lie anymore, .

Cordelia

i went to doctors he put me on antidepressents for a month but only 10 mg, i feel like a crack pot!

there not working yet!!!

i will tell him about the list i havent a printer, but sirona if youre reading this will you print it for me?

tho he wouldnt like the option of going back with my hubby he is pretty jealous and unreasonable sometimes!

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I gave the PO a letter tonight

by fullofdoubtnow in

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tonight was the school/service meeting at the kh, and myself and dedpoet drove there at the end of the meeting to see the po.

we didn't go in the hall, we just waited outside the gates for the po to come out, then i handed him my letter, saying it was to get things over with and save the necessity of a jc.

he didn't ask what it was, i think he knew, especially when he saw dp give me the thumbs up sign, but asked me to reconsider, but i said my mind is made up, i am leaving, and i want it out in the open as soon as possible.

Cordelia

CONGRATULATIONS

why dont you write a few letters to people in the hall before your annoucement telling them the things youve learned maybe get them to think about questioning the 'truth' themselves! also it may help you to say 'bye' to any you were close with (thats something i wish i'd done!)

Do you have any family in the 'truth?'

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guys i really need your help

by Cordelia in

jw
friends

todaythings have really come to a head and i have a massive decusion to make by 7pm tonight!.

basically i have been dfed since march tryed to get reinstated two weeks ago but they said no, thing is i only did it for my family esp my dad he is not well and i love him to pieces.

but when i got dfed i had a boyfriend and things have been up and down (hes put up with alot) but he is sticking by my side and i love him and want to be open about him and not lie anymore, .

Cordelia

wow ignat thats great!

i had decided on number 4 then my bf started being a pain (tho he says its just coz ive never put him first) and ex hubby started being nice! (tho i think too much will have gone on for us to be ever truely ok)

i still like no 4 its just actually hurting my family thats hard!