Cordelia
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can they df me again?
by Cordelia inhim guys im back again!
bit worried i havent been meetings at my hall for 10 months i went sometimes with my dad to his (to please him) tho he knows i dont want anything to do with the 'truth'.
anyway i got bit drunk on weds and did something stupid and my brother (a very into it dub) caught me and reported me to the elders!
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my brother said i cant ever meet his baby
by Cordelia ini started a thread about my dad finding me on facebook but the truth is my brother was on it ive just got a call from him saying i cant have anything to do with facebook or i can have nothing to do withj him or his baby!!!.
i feel so upset ok i was on ex jw sites on there but even gettin rid of then was not enough he said i have to get rid of facebook forever or i cant see him or my nephew#.
i dont know what to do.... my dad is in the middle and not well and old and so sad at the cofrontationtation i feel bad!!!
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elder snooping on facebook
by Cordelia inmy dad rang me last night really upset coz he had decided to go on facebook under a fake name to see what some people were up to in his hall and while he was there he decided to type my name in and he did not loike what he saw ie low tops short skirts the ex jw groups im on and also the night out i went on last sat with our very own sirona (a known apostate who apperently 'ruined my faith' according to my family).
anyway he's coming tonight to help me deactivate my account and i'm not going to he knows i dont want the 'truth' so why is he still trying to control me?.
and also like i pionted out these people hes checking out will not be happy hes been snooping and he can't see it just thinks he is helping them?.
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Hi i'm back..again!
by Cordelia inhi everyone i haven't been on here for a year!
i've just been looking at some of the topics i started god i was mixed up... since getting reinstated i left and went back twice even had a bible study again at one piont!
all for my family, i love them so much they do so muxh for me and love me but show quite clearly how brokenhearted they are that im not at the meetings that makes me feel bad so i go back... after a little while thats not good enough they want me to go with the right heart condition and 'do it properly!'.
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what u think of cutting the group
by Cordelia ini knew before my jw family they didnt beieve it thought i was being apostate again!!.
but now they know i said isn't it good the truth hasn't moved on but life has so thank god they know we are busy people now!!.
they just turned on me with a venom that spat 'you apostate thing' and said it's so we can study better and be more prepaped coz the end is coming!!.
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is anyone on facebook?
by Cordelia inthat can show themselvlves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x
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i'm being attacked from all angles
by Cordelia inthink my family friends have been in ca hootes!!
i been doing great for this past year, but made mistake of going memorial.
and now being hit from all angles.
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ok so who exactly is going to the memorial this year....and why?
by Cordelia ini am, my dad is doing it, i'm going to their hall theyve just moved there (to 'help' out).
i figured its the one meeting i can't miss as i upset them by not going to any others at all, also ive made a point of not going to my hall and i won't let anyone know i'm at my dads.
my dad is actually worried i might 'be apostate' about it, as i once said surely passing on the bread and wine is like saying 'no thanks jesus!
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HI IM BACK AND MUCH NICER
by Cordelia ini took oon board what you all said, to be honest i was crying all time (not like me) and i turned to you guys for support but basically what everyone said that ineeded to sort myself ouf first was right ,, and i think maybe i have, i still single but everytime my parents keep on stick up for myself they know i dont believe it no more , i know its took me ages to come to this but its true im hurting them like hell but i thinki have to for me .
does anyone understand??
xxx.