Posts by jambon1

but i strongly urge you to take stock of your situation & leave the watchtower religion behind if you really do disagree with it's policies.. you see, i and many others have been in that place.

attending meetings, preparing talks & going out in field service while knowing all the time that the religion wasn't right.. the watchtower religion fulfills prophecy when you see how jehovah's witnesses show 'no natural affection' in the following circumstances:.

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I realise that you are between a rock & a hard place. But I strongly urge you to take stock of your situation & leave the Watchtower religion behind if you really do disagree with it's policies.

You see, I and many others have been in that place. Attending meetings, preparing talks & going out in field service while knowing all the time that the religion wasn't right.

The Watchtower religion fulfills prophecy when you see how Jehovah's Witnesses show 'no natural affection' in the following circumstances:

Shunning parents/children/lifelong friends because someone leaves or disagrees with the religion
Hundreds of individuals commit suicide because of being shunned by their friends/relatives
Allowing young mothers to die because of the extreemly flawed & unscriptural blood doctrine

I dedicate this song to you.

The lyrics which follow are extreemly poignant:

"And if there ever comes a time, guns & gates no longer hold you in, and if you're free to make a choice"................

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The effect of this religion on my children & the action I had to take - Part III

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here is parts i & ii.

http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/experiences/191112/1/the-effect-of-this-religion-on-my-children-the-action-i-had-to-take-part-i.

http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/experiences/191251/1/the-effect-of-this-religion-on-my-children-the-action-i-had-to-take-part-ii.

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Shunning - do JW's simply turn a blind eye to the consequences of it?

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My change (Greek - Metamorpho) since leaving the Jehovah's Witness religion

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in greek, meaning to 'transform.'.

i remember giving a talk as a ministerial servant which included this analogy.

it was supposed to be an illustration of how one changes from the filth of the world to the beauty of being a christian.

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In Greek, meaning to 'transform.'

I remember giving a talk as a ministerial servant which included this analogy. It was supposed to be an illustration of how one changes from the filth of the world to the beauty of being a christian. I agree that in certain cases, becoming a christian is a beautiful thing. It wasn't my experience. This is why:

I was a crazy worldly young lad. Seventeen & full of that selfish arrogance. But I was true. I was caring. I was sensitive. I was kind & loving.

I remember when Live Aid was on the TV in 1985. I watched this as an 8 year old. In horror that people suffered in the way that was so graphically depicted at the time. My little mind couldn't understand it. I remember at christmas & new year being upset that my family had so much good food and that on the other hand, somewhere, others were starving. I remember crying like a little baby thinking about those poor souls that I had just seen in the summer TV documentaries & news edits.

And so to the JW's. Offering peace & security to a kid that doesn't quite fit into society. A guy that is sensitive to the problems in the world around. Tailor made for the Jehovah's Witness religion. They had all the answers after all.

But I had to trade my freedom to find those answers. As I cooperated with the reforming JW religion, I lost all sensitivity. I wasn't true to myself at all. I took those answers & grabbed them at the expense of literally everything around me. I traded it all for the JW religion.

As I said, my freedom of thought & expression was all gone. I repeated the WTS lines of thought like a mantra. Yet I knew as I progressed up the theocratic ladder that things were not right in the religion.

I had became estranged from my loving family. I had become obsessed with putting this world down. I had become depressed. I had become anxious. I was deeply unhappy.

Not quite the 'metamorpho' that I had expected.

I eventually left the WT religion after allowing it to influence my mind for just over ten whole years. At the point I left, I didn't like who I was. I was often suicidal. I was more often than not depressed. I was dejected. I had been let down. I had let myself down by being sucked into this racket of a religion.

Having served 5 years outside the religion I can confidently say that my life really has 'morphed.' I began to trust people. I began to see the good in all people. Worldly people were not the sort to be avoided & despised. They offered friendship & reached out the hand of unconditional love. I took it.

I became unsuspicious of everyone around me. Embracing diversity & enjoying the fact that I need not judge almost everyone around me.

I regained my confidence & built my business. I gained self respect as I saw that I wasn't just a useless, faithless ministerial servant doomed for death.

I was a father who provided well for my family, both emtotionally & physically. I even began to pat myself on the back for being such a good person, rather than putting myself down for being an unspiritual doubter of the 'truth.'

Truely, I have changed. I am able to embrace life & love it. Every second that I spend with my 3 beautiful children makes me feel so happy that I am alive. I am surrounded by love. How lucky I am.

Toward the end of my time as a JW, I would have happily driven my car into a tree. A twentysomething young lad with a wife & family! I felt like this because of the drip, drip, drip of that religion & it's criminal negativity.

Now, I have changed.

I have one life of which I am certain. I am living it.

Best wishes to you all on your Journey.

J

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The expression 'need greaters'. Anyone else heard this?

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my wife gets emails from someone who is serving in another country.. he keeps on referring to brothers/sisters who are 'need greaters'.. if they are actually using this expression then i have to say that it is the stupidest 'title' that they have ever dreamed up.

so full of their own self importance.. need greaters?..............

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My wife gets emails from someone who is serving in another country.

He keeps on referring to brothers/sisters who are 'need greaters'.

If they are actually using this expression then I have to say that it is the stupidest 'title' that they have ever dreamed up. So full of their own self importance.

Need greaters?.............

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JW's are more obsessed with sex than most people

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always found this bizarre.. they have printed boundless amounts of information about this matter.

they discuss sex and it's details in front of infants & young children (surely a criminal offense, no?

), they gossip about who has been doing it with who when someone has fallen into the trap of the 'sins of the flesh.'.

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Always found this bizarre.

They have printed boundless amounts of information about this matter. They discuss sex and it's details in front of infants & young children (surely a criminal offense, no?), they gossip about who has been doing it with who when someone has fallen into the trap of the 'sins of the flesh.'

But above all of that, the outstanding evidence that JW's are absolutely obsessed with sex is when you realise that the world over, for many many years, three middle aged men have been holding 'comittees' with young women, asking all sorts of inappropriate questions about her sex life. And the congregation members think that this is ok!

What is more wrong/sinful?

A young woman/man having sex

Three middle aged men asking her the details about it

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How can they say that every human DESERVES to die

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religion generally sickens me.

for various reasons.

perhaps in my own case it is just because of my bad experiences.. however, in my own moments of deep thought i cannot help but realise how absolutely insane some of the teachings are.. how can jw's (and other religions) say that every human deserves to die.

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Religion generally sickens me. For various reasons. Perhaps in my own case it is just because of my bad experiences.

However, in my own moments of deep thought I cannot help but realise how absolutely insane some of the teachings are.

How can JW's (and other religions) say that every human deserves to die. I mean, from the moment of conception, the existance of any human being is totally down to pure chance. Every human being did not ask to be born. So how the **** can anyone possibly be in any way responsible for their own 'sin' thus deserving to die?

It just does not make sense.

What does make sense is the way that the teaching really is religions 'trump card'. Ensuring that the believer forever becomes a slave to the religion. The believer sees that the only way to avoid the deserved 'death sentance' is to practice/put faith in god.

No wonder so many JW's particularly have such low self-esteem. Being drip fed this shit ****s up peoples minds. Makes people punish themselves. Needlessly.

Anone else see how manipulative & cunning this teaching is?

J

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My last meeting at the Kingdom Hall. Here's how it went.....

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nothing spectacular but you may relate to some of my emotions.. it was nearly 5 years ago now.

i had almost left twice before but changed my mind at the last minute.

this time i knew it was for real.

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Nothing spectacular but you may relate to some of my emotions.

It was nearly 5 years ago now. I had almost left twice before but changed my mind at the last minute. This time I knew it was for real. I had made my mind up, leading up to this particular weekend. I knew that the Sunday meeting was going to be my last.

Although I was extreemly anxious about my wifes reaction & that of my friends, I really had made my mind up.

I went to a football game on the Saturday which meant that I missed a JW wedding. I was pleased to miss the wedding but I had to go along to the 'party' at night. My wife had went to the KH for the ceremony, I was at the football. Happy as a pig in shit I was.

No longer did I have to looka round at thousands of people & be confused and upset about the possibility of God killing them all one day soon. That was why I had left the org. I had concluded that there wasn't a god & that even if there was, he wouldn't do such a horrendous thing.

I just sat there at that football game absolutely loving it. It was like being there when I was a kid. The pressure was off. I felt like a weight had been finally lifted off my shoulders. Freedom tasted great. My team won the match.

So, later on I went off to the 'party'. I was there in body only. I looked around at some people. The nice genuine ones whom I would miss & the absolute arseholes who had contributed to making my life a misery. Judgemental, pious, horrible arseholes. I exchanged nice words with some people then left a few hours later. This would be my last JW function.

The next day, Sunday, I got up. That night, I would break the news to my wife. I don't know why but I wasn't bothered about going to the meeting. I just went. I sat there with my head hanging down. Listening to this stuff that had made me so pessimistic, deressed & anxious. I no longer felt those emotions. I was just numb to it all. I looked around at all the familiar faces. Inside, I was shaking my head at everyone & everything.

Why had I let this religion do this to me? Why had I let it harm my happy 17 year old mind?

Ten years later, and this was it! It was over.

I got up at the end having not answered all meeting. At this point I was a m/s & had been very active in our hall. I was supposed to be overseeing the book counter. I just got up & walked out. A couple of people asked me if I was ok. I said yes. I got in the car with my wife & kids & drove home.I knew that I had walked out of the kingdom hall for the very last time. Inside my elation was tempered with the fact that I had an enormous job on my hands to let everyone know. I dreaded this.

I was so anxious.

But, I was free! The mental bonds that I had been kept in by that religion were gone. I dindn't feel angry or anything at this point. That all came later.

I just felt free. Free, free, free!

Later on I was told all sorts by my JW friends. The most cutting remark was being told that my actions showed that 'I didn't love my kids.' My kds are my life. How could anyone say this? An act of desperation on their part? Maybe. But deeply insulting.

The years have came & gone with a number of trials & upsets. The thing I protect & cherish through it all is my mental freedom.

Don't be slaves to something that is doing you harm. I was an inch away from suicide at one point in my life. All because of the teachings of the JW religion. I nearly lost my life.

Now, I embrace life & live it to the full.

Be happy. Life is to short.