Hi Gary
thanks for keeping in touch
love
bernadette
hi folks as i have posted before i started a new job for better money and it is doing great.. i am so busy now i can't think of the time and my old customers from my former location ( here ) it has been great.
one of my senior ladies brought me so much in the way of goodies we both just had to laugh.
jake is upset as i will bring him there later.
Hi Gary
thanks for keeping in touch
love
bernadette
some four years ago, i handed in my last report in the kh.
both wanted our children to have a more mainstream life than the witnesses frame could offer.
in time, my wife and i got separated.
Am very happy for you inquiryman.
I can just imagine what a challenging journey you have had
love
bernadette
reasons, not excuses -- even valid ones (like, "i was ignorant, depressed, fooled").. yours in the sense that you can still own (to) them -- even though you now know the "answer" was wrong.. this obviously applies to those who became jws -- hence mostly not born-in, although some of the latter might admit to having chosen the jw way for themselves at a certain stage of their childhood or teenage years.. this question is triggered by a previous conversation with purplesofa on another thread:.
i think most of us that came in and not born in were searching.
our hearts were pure in our search.
I'm the kind of person who needs to make sense of things - and at that time when i was 16 it was very intriguing to me that the bible, a book written so many years ago made sense.
bernadette
http://www.christianmystics.com/index.html.
i was looking for some specific information last night when i was researching a topic for discussion with a friend, and thought i would share it with you.. it has some very interesting articles and thoughts about jesus and spirituality.. additionally it has a links section that has a link for sacred space.
which itself is very unique.. enjoy.. .
had a brief -looks interesting. thanks
if it was always here, how did it get here?
let's leave god out of the equation for now.. blueblades.
Good question blueblades. I was just thinking the other day that I hardly know anything at all about evolution, other than what I've been taught by the wts. I do remember as a dub my son urgently telling me to subscribe to New Scientist. I did subscribe for a few years and found that at most maybe only 1 article from each issue made a little sense. The pics were amazing though.
bernadette
this book caught my eye.
is it any good?
my main goal is get aquainted with jw past and then read some of the writings of russell and rutherford.
A labour of love.
definitely reccommend it.
bernadette
i remember asking an elder once, "what do you think about meditation?
" he responded that we should not relax and open our minds, as opening our minds can let demons in.
i thought that seemed like a odd response, and looked it up in the watchtower, and sure enough he gave the societies views on meditation.
But, these are no more serious threats than say, a fly or something like that.
thanks satanus, I like that analogy
bernadette
hi folks, .
i,ve been lurking for ages and had a password months ago.
only today i've been able to get in.
Good for you and your husband.
I'm fading too - husband still in- bit my daughter has also started fading
Being here makes it all much easier.
welcome
bernadette
i was raised in the jws.
i could go on and on about what constitutes praying to, allowing, signs, etc.
about the demons.
Country girl
How odd, I have just this minjute posted a question to free2beme on this very subject.
What do you mean by harmless entities?
bernadette
i remember asking an elder once, "what do you think about meditation?
" he responded that we should not relax and open our minds, as opening our minds can let demons in.
i thought that seemed like a odd response, and looked it up in the watchtower, and sure enough he gave the societies views on meditation.
free2beme
I have a question re Clam's point below
At a development circle I was taught to open my chakras but with important emphasis on asking for protection. Since spiritualists are almost always going down the route of communication with spirits, all the ones I know take very seriously the threat of negative spirits and energies
Now I personally feel completely safe and secure when meditating but want to know if you/Clam can expalin why the above is necessary.
I'm wondering if what we call 'demons/negative spirits' is actually collective negative energy from all the hate/insanity around us that we as humans have produced over the years.
bernadette