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  What do I do?.......

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  i'm so upset the more i read and find out about the society.

  its all hard to take for me but i'm accepting it more and more.

  the problem i have is that i want so bad to tell my mom what i have found out.

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  experiences from the 2002 yearbook.....venting

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  if i have to sit here and listen to the father reading any more experiences from the yearbook i'm gonna puke.

  hes all happy cause they are such great experiences.

  they hold on so desperately to hear something exciting because their own daily lives are so bleak.

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  What does it change really.....

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  i'm still me whether the org is a fraud or not.

  its too late now to make myself into a different person.

  a person is a result of their environment and the way they were brought up.

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  Silly question.......

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  i understand it but at the same time i dont understand it because i was born and raised a jw so i was always in their mindset.

  but how does someone who comes from the world and joins the org justify going against every natural instict they have?

  i mean its just unnatural to turn against your own flesh and blood.

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  Re-inventing oneself

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  that is the question of the day.

  i never thought i would say this but it was almost a safe, comfort, to be able to define myself as an df'd exjw who is just muddling through life until the new system comes and destroys me along with all the other wicked people.

  its just who i was ya know?

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  alrighty then

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  ok, never mind.

  that was meant for my journal i suppose.

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  Sad (albiet funny) memory.......

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  no longer trust

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  A twisted Irony and a question ......

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  i know ya'll will probably get sick of seeing my name but i hope you understand why i am here so much.. anyway, one really ironic thing i was thinking about is that its amazing how much hate i had/have inside of me my whole life.

  hate my father, my sister.

  i have always been angry and hated people.

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  I dont remember the date I was baptized....

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  you know how at every baptismal talk they say to the candidates that they should 'make a note of this date june, 4 whatever..ect'?

  and everyone knows that date for like the rest of their life?

  well i dont remember when i was baptized.

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  What does HYPOCRITE mean?

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  having every excuse why its ok for certain witnesses to dismiss whichever rules they choose.. y-.

  yelling, arguing, fighting, abuse, and all the other 'unchristianlike' conduct that goes on behind closed doors.

  power hungry elders.

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