Just swallowed the red pill?
Allow yourself plenty of time (over 2 years) to adjust to the rollercoaster ride you are now on.
After I had read CoC, my head was spinning for days. I came to this board for support. It is here. And there is a life after finding out the truth obout the troof.
Rant, rage, vent, but make a plan on how you can maintain family relationships, if that is your desire.
Many are here to help you through this time. You are not alone and many have traveled the road you are heading down. Please take the time to read some of the old posts from people who were true believers and had given their lives for the WTBTs.
In the meantime, welcome.
Joy