LKM - I'm a peace maker.
Welcome LKM and I am sorry for your situation. The only way to make peace with JWs is to blindly follow the GB and Watchtower's doctrines and practices. If this sounds, harsh it is, but that is what JWs believe! You would be better off spending time having fun with your fiance with "Worldly" friends than going to KHs and assemblies. To understand what you are getting yourself into, I would recommend that you and your fiance read Steve Hassan's books (i.e., Combatting Cult Mind Control and Releasing the Bonds: Empowering People to Think for Themselves), visiting Steve Hassan's website www.freedomofmind.com, and reading Raymond Franz's books (e.g., Crisis of Conscience). If your fiance has not read the aforementioned books or does not want to read them, then I would recommend that you RUN - DON'T WALK - away from your fiance, JWs, and the WTBTS. You never know how the WTBTS' thought reform will effect people.
Peace be with you and everyone, who you love,
Robert