I've not been on this site for sometime but when my sis Scary 21 told me about your story it brought tears to my eyes. I had to log on and add my comment. Scary and I were both raised JW, I believed it was the truth for 53 years. When people would accuse them of being a cult, I would upset me. Now I have come to terms that they are a CULT trying to brainwash you and control every part of your life. Think for yourself! Does THE ORGANIZATION even approve of you having A FB page or even being on the internet? Just hit the accept button and go from there. No man alive would ever tell me I could not talk to my sister. I know a mother that still has a realationship with her disassociated daughter. Where is the love?
enda75
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can of worms -ranting
by so confused inthe more i'm reading and thinking about what i have previously learned it just opens a whold new can of worms.. my husband and i have been reading/comparing the nwt, diaglot, reference bible, etc.
and i saw where the society added words, changed meaning, even added an entire sentence without ().
i have seen where they have emphasized sayings in the watchtower that are not in the bible like "paradise earth".
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Where to Worship???
by enda75 ini haven't been to a meeting in years but always thought about going back.
i can't go back now that i realize that i was raised in a cult.
i can't go to church because i have been brainwashed that it's false religion.
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They were always boring and so long. I use to go when they were 2 hours long and always ran over 1/2 hour. Always watching the clock in the back wondering when is this going to end. I'm older now, I thought I might get some spiritual uplifting but I no longer believe it's the truth. I don't know what to believe.
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Where to Worship???
by enda75 ini haven't been to a meeting in years but always thought about going back.
i can't go back now that i realize that i was raised in a cult.
i can't go to church because i have been brainwashed that it's false religion.
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I haven't been to a meeting in years but always thought about going back. I can't go back now that I realize that I was raised in a cult. I can't go to church because I have been brainwashed that it's false religion.
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Cons of being a jehovah's witness
by raxxxx inwhat could u list as negative things as being a jw/ex jw for example when u were growing up etc that still affext u now?.
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I should've paid closer attention to the thread--still effect us. I posted my childhood cons. I've been over all those fears for years. I've a wonderful JW mother but she didn't encourage education. The end was coming--but it was ok to get married and start a family. That was years ago, many changes since then. : )
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Cons of being a jehovah's witness
by raxxxx inwhat could u list as negative things as being a jw/ex jw for example when u were growing up etc that still affext u now?.
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Not pursing an education because the end was coming. Having that 1914 & 1975 theory brainwashed in my head. Hoping I would die before the end so I would be resurrected to the paradise. Having an extreme fear of demons.
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Hi - I'm new here!
by Flicka ini have been lurking on this site for the past 2 months.
for the past few years i have been going to the meetings and doing fieldservice out of guilt.. my husband (twisty) told me regularly i only do it out of guilt but i denied it and said it i want to do these things because i love jehovah and it is the right thing to do, but how can it be the right thing if you don't feel welcome and it feels like everyone is judging you the moment you walk into the kingdom hall.. it has taken a few years and a lot of tears to open my eyes.. over the past few years twisty spoke to me about the various things he didn't agree with but it just went over my head.
a few months ago we were lying in bed and he brought up his concerns again, and i'm not sure what was different this time but i understood and agreed with the points he was making.
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After 53 years, I just realized I was raised in a CULT. Now, I'm going to use words that my mother would never approve of I THANK MY LUCKY STARS that it wasn't a Polygamist Cult.
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New Member-Enda 75-Confused
by enda75 ini have only been on this site for few hours so i'm just learning how things work.
thank's zid for the advice of starting a new thread.
my sister is scary21.
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If I get involved with the kids, then I have to deal with the wack job. I feel bad but I don't want to get involved. I get my feelings hurt too easy, getting to old to deal with all her DRAMA.
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New Member-Enda 75-Confused
by enda75 ini have only been on this site for few hours so i'm just learning how things work.
thank's zid for the advice of starting a new thread.
my sister is scary21.
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Yes Zid, you are right she would be DF. She lives a very immoral lifestyle even for a so called WORDLY person. I just feel so sorry for the children. When the have holiday parties at school they have to stay home and all the other things they miss in life. Most of all, fear of demons and the end of the system so afraid their mother is going to die.
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New Member-Enda 75-Confused
by enda75 ini have only been on this site for few hours so i'm just learning how things work.
thank's zid for the advice of starting a new thread.
my sister is scary21.
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Yes, she personally takes the children to the meetings. Her father, my boyfriend, is Catholic and her mom is a JW. They have been divorced for years. The mother is still a JW. Their daughter wrote a letter and disaassociated herself, she claims to her dad she is half Catholic and half JW. I know she's a FRUIT LOOP but my boyfriend don't get it. I know if you are DF and want to come back you would go to the meetings but if you DA yourself, isn't that different?
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Evil Spirits
by LizLA indoes anyone on this forum have knowledge about casting out demons or evil spirits?
there's at least two of them that have been harrasing me even before i was a jw.
i recently attended a deliverance church to find some help but it was apparent that the holy spirit was missing from that church.
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I was always taught to say out loud "IN THE NAME OF JEHOVAH GET OUT OF HERE" They are afraid of Jehovah's name. They will leave. WHAT A JOKE!!!!!! When I grew up, I was so afraid of the demons, I slept with my lights on until my early 20's. Once my mother bought a second hand sewing machine, then scratching on my bedroom walls started. My mother was certain it was the demons, it was mice in the attic walls. I had to listen to so many demon stories and no proof of any demons. I use to be afraid they would get inside me. My mother assured me this would not happen but something was going to happen in 1975. Growing up, I was always afraid of DEMONS & THE END. Scary 21 and I lived life like it's 1975-THE END. Did the demons take us over LOL It's all about right and wrong--good and evil. I feel so sorry for JW children.