Flower...
Did you ever see the movie "The Invasion of the Bodysnatchers"? In the movie it shows where people are taken over by cold, emotionless, human-duplicating pods from outer space. These people would then be obedient to do what their master says and they have no individuality anymore, although they were all in unison and worked together for a common goal, a goal implanted by a higher authority on robotic human beings...
When you are not able to freely reason and think or have the ability to question and check out for yourself whether these things are so, then it is not worth to remain in an organization for the sake of not wanting to be lonely and thereby raping your God-given conscience forever...
Richie :*)