I'm not an atheist, but I have "turned away" from your God. He seems a bit too brutal for me, a little too demanding, and just too... well... too male for me, as a woman, to really relate to or feel comfortable with.
From what I've read about your God, he doesn't value women much. Sure, there are some nice things thrown in here and there, but overall, the "natural use" (Romans 1:26,27) of women in the Bible is to be as playthings for men, always submissive, always subordinate, always a servant, alwats "tainted," never an equal. And why? For something that's that's no more than a genetic coin-toss. It's senseless and disgusting.
I couldn't start serving your God again without sacrificing my self-respect. I just can't do it, and I don't see why I should.
*Rochelle.
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"Most men complacently accept 'knowledge' as 'truth'. They are sheep, ruled by fear."
-- Sydney Losstarot, "Vagrant Story."