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  MY JC - I AM SO SICK

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i have never tried to hurt anyone in my life.

  i have always tried to love others from my own childhood upbringing.. i have been treated like a traitor.

  everything i said was twisted.

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  My JC

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  .....has been changed for the third (!!!!!

  ) time to friday 11th july.

  apparently, there were no elders available on the previous days so i just have to fit in.. wish me luck!.

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  Feeling Pretty Bad

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i hate mondays!.

  i also feel bad because i have been receiving subtle hints from my hubby that he may be leaving me.

  we have been married for 24 years, have 4 beautiful, intelligent children (one is no longer with us), we have been though troubles, worries, the death of our darling claire, money problems - you name it - we've been there.. now - because i have different religious views to him, he doesn't think he can associate himself with me any longer.

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  APOLOGY

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was way overboard last night.

  i was hurt and wanted to take it out on someone.

  basically, i am a nobody.

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  WISH ME LUCK!

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hubby will be in from the memorial soon.

  he was annoyed that i didn't go.

  i am not looking forward to his return.. wish me luck guys.

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  Causing divisions is doing God's will!

  by rebel in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i was speaking to hubby tonight.

  i was explaining why i can't and won't go back to the kh.

  i tried to explain my feelings as best i could without annoying him or making him feel upset.

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  Just a short break

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  today i spoke with mr & mrs nightwarrior for the first time.

  i can honestly say they are the most honest, genuine and wonderful couple around.

  if there are any people out there who don't know who to turn to, turn to these people - they are the best.. i also spoke with 'mum' yesterday from the us.

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  For those of us who do not have an opinion

  by rebel in

  1. social
  2. current

  i have leanings towards the anti-war brigade because i hate killing.

  also, i do not think i have more of a right to be alive on this planet than the next person.

  i don't know all the ins and outs of this present conflict.

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  How to help my son escape

  by rebel in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  the quote below was on another thread but i was afraid it would get lost.. "as a side note - if anyone can help me and tell me how to broach the subject of my drifting away to my youngest son, i would be so grateful.. what do i tell him?

  he asks why i don't go to meetings any more.

  he is so concerned and thinks i am in danger of dying at armageddon.

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  Will I Ever Belong

  by rebel in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  as a jw, i was always on the outside, looking in.

  i never belonged and boy, did they make sure i knew it!!!.

  all my life i have been an outsider.

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