Lilly,
Back to the fray!
Actually, I think we are beginning to repeat ourselves...I don't think there is much more to be gained, we seem to be at an impasse. I keep seeing answers to questions I haven't posed, and no replies to the ones I do. Here is one more valiant attempt.
You want physical proof of God and not spiritual proof, because you cannot touch and feel or "see" with your physical eyes the spiritual things. At least not at this time.
Not really what I am requesting. I don't want "proof" of God - we are physical beings, and God is defined to be spiritual, i.e. non-physical. Impossible to sense physically.
All I want, as a first step, is to understand the concept of God. Once that is done, it would make sense to search for him.
Let me illustrate it this way: Suppose you have an Uncle Leo who lives in Idaho that you are very fond of, and want me to know all about him. I've never been to Idaho, and I have no plans to go there an time soon, and Uncle Leo is not going to come see me. So all my information about him has to come from you. So you begin to tell me about him.
But as you go along, there are certain contradictions & inconsistencies. You tell me he is allergic to shellfish, but later you say his favorite food is shrimp gumbo. You tell me he is 40 years old, but later you tell me he was an eyewitness to the attack on Pearl Harbor. Things just don't add up.
You can tell me about him for hours on end, but at the end of the day, I really don't know Uncle Leo. Things just don't make sense.
Likewise with God. People tell me I should know God. But he has, for whatever reason, decided not to reveal himself to me.
Fine, let's go to Plan B. I'll read about him in this book that those same people said he wrote. But as I read the book, I see logical contradictions & inconsistencies. I can't wrap my head around how this person can exist, when there are so many discrepancies.
OK, how about Plan C. I'll talk to believers, those who have (apparently) reconciled these issues themselves. But they keep answering questions I'm not asking.
There are dozens of questions I have, but to keep it tied (somewhat loosely!) to the theme of this thread, I'll restrict myself to 2:
1) How can an omnipotent God, utterly incapable of committing any evil act, create beings "in his image", but those beings DO have the capacity for evil? When God was alone, evil did not exist. He creates other beings, and BAM! suddenly they are capable of evil. Where did that evil come from?
2) How can a God of perfect love and justice design a universe in which billions of innocent beings suffer from the actions of others? Wouldn't it be far more loving and just for the evil actions of "Person X" to only affect "Person X"? Why design a system in which "Person X" can take an action, and as a direct result, millions of (for example) babies, who under no stretch of the imagination can be considered guilty of sin, suffer excruciating pain and then die?
I don't expect you to have the answers. Thousands of persons far more intelligent than you or me have pondered these things for thousands of years - and here we are in 2007, still asking the same questions.
Anyways, peace and respect to you. I'm glad you have found something you can have faith in.