Wow this thread has become very popular! unstopableravens, thanks for replying to me and stating u would give my post (i think on page 5 or 6) a second look. I was where u are most likely before. There are like 5 stages/layers to break free/unbrainwash from religion for JWs. 1. Realize JWs are a greedy high control bloodguilty cult that only cares about growing. 2. Realize there are no "true religions" that exist. 3. Realize the multiple errors/contradictions in the bible.( http://freethoughtpedia.com/wiki/Bad_Bible_Advice ) 4. Learn Gods true nature in the OT that is overlooked in church /kingdom hall. 5. AND MOST IMPORTANT Decide if u will pick and choose bible scriptures; decide if u will live in fear of a God that no longer seems so just, loving, or sane.
I went through this entire process from Dec 08 thru Nov 09. It takes some decades to go from devout JW to an atheist. IAt the end of the day I will ALWAYS wonder how does this universe exis, how did species come to life on this planet, why do nationalities lool so different (ex:asains and africans), why do cockroaches and leeches AND mosquitoes exist; etc. but I know for a fact that the flawed word of man/God can NEVER answer these questions. Man/"God" tried really hard to but its just not a real answer. So at the end of the day will u say "DAYUM Yahweh commanded some sick, pervy, racist; dumb things that I will never agree with HE IS OBVIOUSLY MADEUP FROM OLE SICKOS"! Or u will say "i dont care, im too scared to question God sadistic ways plus that was years ago lol (and silently pray to him.) I personally use to luv Jehovah with all my heart (every exJW has) but the 0T changed all that. Just read it and thing if ur ma, grandma, daughter, sister; niece lived then. smh