My understanding is just as correct as your understanding.
If our understandings are in conflict, then either we are both as incorrect as one another, or one of us is correct, and the other incorrect.
But I asked where you get your understanding. Who (or what) is teaching you?
I often passed on the bread and wine ritual in church. It never made sense to me, and seemed very foreign to the entire concept of Christianity. The times I did partake, it meant nothing to me. There was no connection to Christ in doing so. I fluctuated. Sometimes I just did it for the connection to others, but it was never anything that ever made sense to me. Or I just passed. It felt very unchristian.
In church okay... but I asked about the WTS.
It never meant anything to me on the few occasions I had been in a church during that time, before, either. It was just a meaningless ritual to me; I had no understanding at all on this; and I really had no understanding of the spirit behind it.
Peace,
tammy