I do not know any other way of explaining this so that a person could become immediately familiar with all the evidence.
It is like people are expecting some kind of Vulcan mind meld that Dr Spock used on Start Trek.
Nope, I do not know how to do that!
I can see the grief and bitterness coming through in your post above.
It is not unlike many other EX-JW posts I read on this forum.
It is very prevalent.
Umm, you do not know anything about me, so do not presume to judge. Just as you cannot explain your religion in one sentence you can't know what I am like in one sentence. I am not grieving, I recovered from my JW experience years ago. I have a great life now, happily married, two grown children, they are doing great, two adorable grandchildren, no money worries, etc. The only problem I have is a medical condition, which flares up from time to time, it's a pain issue, so sometimes I get a bit sharp in my comments, but I didn't say anything wrong or untrue, I stand by my comments. You are attempting to infer I am bitter, no I am not, but I still will not look at your information. Try selling crazy somewhere else, we are all full up here.
But, having been in an abusive cult, I know one when I see one. You eagerness to try to get people to look at your videos is laughable. If what you believe is so wonderful, you should be able to explain it in a few paragraphs. I could do that with my beliefs. The fact that you can't tell me in a sentence or two indicates to me that either don't understand your beliefs, or its a cult. I am guessing cult.
People who swindle other people out of their hard earned money will often sell their list of easy marks to other swindlers. Now you would think that after they had been stupid and lost all their money they would be more cautious, but actually, the opposite is the case, they are easily fooled again. So I do think some ex JWs are taken advantage of my other abusive religions. I just don't like to see people come here in an attempt to do that. We regularly have people come here to try that (Cold Steel and Perry, yes I mean you). If someone is sincere and wants to express their faith in an honest way, then that is fine. I have no problem with that, I am not anti religion per se.
You do not fall into that category. You have tried to get others to look at material outside of this board. You will not state your religion or even what you believe. That sends sends up red flags to me. Either say what you believe or go away.