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  I'm goin in....

  by coolhandluke in

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  i desperately miss my relationship with my mother.

  this is not from a space of momma's boyism.

  this is from a space of missing a good friend.

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  Do we have the holy spirit?

  by coolhandluke in

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  this question arose from an argument with a friend of mine who is still in.

  do apostates have the holy spirt?.

  um, i dunno.

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  Am I too hung up on dates?

  by coolhandluke in

  1. watchtower
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  i had a two hour conversation with a friend last night.

  frustrating.

  it was like arguing with myself.

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  Culmination of personal truth

  by coolhandluke in

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  as jehovahs witnesses, our lives revolved not around the worlds reality, but our own imposed one.

  sadly this more often than not involved our concept of the future, many times to the neglect of our present.

  since separating ourselves many have discovered to our surprise a buried and suppressed ability to think, reason and act on the results.

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  Where is Jaffacake?

  by coolhandluke in

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  i haven't seen him post here in a few days.

  i miss the guy.

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  So I mailed out letters today...

  by coolhandluke in

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  letters to my family went out today.

  i have been apprehensive to put them in the mail.

  i suck it up mostly out of curiosity for their being read.

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  No more hand claps, please

  by coolhandluke in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  at conventions especially, hand clapping annoyed me to no end.

  the first day i was excited and really in the business of clapping and silently condemning those around me who didn't do so.

  i even condemned those who i thought did not clap enthusiastically enough for my tastes.

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  I finally finished my letter to my family... Kinda long

  by coolhandluke in

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  tell me what you think, honestly.

  i am trying to help them to see me as human and not as simply a state of disfellowship.

  what does the letter convey?

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  Now talking to me is okay? Who is sticking to the "law" here?

  by coolhandluke in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was at work yesterday when i got a call on my mobile phone.

  my mothers ringer is darth vader's march.

  the pit of my stomach ached.

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  Thinking outside of what is allowed

  by coolhandluke in

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  2. experiences

  this is my first post.

  i have read and benefited greatly from all of the posts on the board.

  i just wanted to share a little of my story perhaps to gain insight into myself, and perhaps just to share with like minded people.

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