Hey, Megan, we are just friends on the internet, but we love you! I just feel sorry for the old (former) friends, because they are trapped souls, but WE know better and are free!
Walks really do help. I was depressed after my surgery and the afternoon stroll with nature lifted my spirits. Just think how bright the future is for your babies, all the potential and possibilities they will have, as you bring out their talents and encourage them to develope to their fullest!
You have lots of wonderful living ahead too, and many true friends yet to meet!
Hope you get to feeling better!