Good For You, RF ! I do relate to your struggle, the Good Struggle to learn about your self. As JW's we were told to mindlessly obey and all would be well....Well, we found out, didn't we, all is Not well. Life is not stagnate, everyday we face change. For myself, I never developed or learned to accept that I would grow old or that my loved ones would grow old and die....Ha, guess what, I'm now eligible for AARP benefits and my mother needs full time nursing care. She raised me to believe she would never die, I am unprepared to care for her.
I've learned that Change happens everyday and we must learn to adjust and grow with it. I came upon this quote a few days ago that is now prominently displayed on my refrigerator. Prehaps you will enjoy it too.
"In spite of illness, in spite even of the archenemy sorrow, one can remain alive long past the usual date of disintegration if one is unafraid of change, insatiable in intellectual curiosity, interested in big things, and happy in small ways" Edith Wharton, A Backward Glance