No worries bro. I don't mind being called a fool (I think I'm different kind of fool than the GB though), and I'm not that much older than you. Just wanted you to know that as you get a few more years of experience, and hopefully logical rationale will follow, that things will make a bit more sense. I've just had more time to read and study than you have. That's the only point I was trying to make in bringing your age up. And yes, I do have pretty decent formal uni education where I got plenty of corrective feedback that made me do the one thing JWs and pretty much any Fundie Religious belief system doesn't want me to do: think. I've had multiple professors tell me my then-thinking on history and science was bogus and unfounded on logic or proven studies and principles. It hurt my pride to learn that what I believed was just emotional based presuppositions, but it made me a better person. One that could really start to think and find truth and real humanity.
I was never born again and didn't claim to be - but I was and am still open to being proven wrong. If the Bible is true - than there should be irrefutable proof of all of its accounts in entirety. But no such proof has ever been shown, and I have looked and prayed read the bible multiple times over, and done a lot more than you could possibly imagine. Which is why it now bores me.
But, coming off a lifetime of being a JW is like coming off a lifetime of heroin. For me I can't quit cold turkey, as much as I want to, so I try to find humor in my old belief system. JWN allows me to have that outlet. Some of such beliefs coincide with other Xian beliefs, such as God killing babies. Xians believe it happened and will happen, just like the JWs. There is so much irony and nuttiness in that core belief of Xianty, that I had to make a thread about it - to laugh and get it off my chest. One day, I suppose, I'll even get bored laughing about it. I hope it's soon.
In the meantime, best wishes to you and your family, whatever belief system you find yourself with. Respect.