i know this is an old post but if things havent imporved for you be glad your not me , a
52 yr old woman who wishes she could have left her husband 15 years ago, who cheated on me three years ago, and wanted forgiveness .
which a 'good jw' does right?
wish i could find a date and get the heck out of this relationship. never would have went
back but there was no way for me to support myself long enough to meet anyone.
so here i am in a loveless marraige
wishing i could have actually fallen in love with someone who actually loved me.
ill most likely never know that feeling.
if your under the age of 30 there is still time.