Ellderwho said:
Where in scripture is it taught clearly that Im entitled to examine this calling or enlightenment?
Acts 17:30: Truly, these times of ignorance God overlooked, but now commands all men everywhere to repent,
God commands that all men everywhere repent.
Luke 13:1-9: There were present at that season some who told Him about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. And Jesus answered and said to them, "Do you suppose that these Galileans were worse sinners than all other Galileans, because they suffered such things? I tell you, no; but unless you repent you will all likewise perish. Or those eighteen on whom the tower in Siloam fell and killed them, do you think that they were worse sinners than all other men who dwelt in Jerusalem? I tell you, no; but unless you repent you will all likewise perish." He also spoke this parable: "A certain man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard, and he came seeking fruit on it and found none. Then he said to the keeper of his vineyard, 'Look, for three years I have come seeking fruit on this fig tree and find none. Cut it down; why does it use up the ground?' But he answered and said to him, 'Sir, let it alone this year also, until I dig around it and fertilize it. And if it bears fruit, well. But if not, after that you can cut it down.'"
Jesus warned people that they MUST choose to repent or perish. Jesus also gave a Parable that shows that Jesus waits a certain period of time (however long He chooses) for people to repent before He "cuts them down."
Revelation 2:15-16: Thus you also have those who hold the doctrine of the Nicolaitans, which thing I hate. Repent, or else I will come to you quickly and will fight against them with the sword of My mouth.
Is that not a choice Jesus gave -- "Repent or else"?
Revelation 2:20-23: Nevertheless I have a few things against you, because you allow that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce My servants to commit sexual immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. And I gave her time to repent of her sexual immorality, and she did not repent. Indeed I will cast her into a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of their deeds. I will kill her children with death, and all the churches shall know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts. And I will give to each one of you according to your works.
Jesus chooses to give each individual person (that The Father has drawn to Jesus) a certain period of time to accept or reject the Gospel, and then after that period, if they have rejected the Gospel, they are eternally, forever lost to Hell, as the Book of Hebrews and 2nd Peter chapter 2 show.
Now, check out Acts Chapter 8:
Acts 8: 22-23: Repent therefore of this your wickedness, and pray God if perhaps the thought of your heart may be forgiven you. For I see that you are poisoned by bitterness and bound by iniquity."
This person had already been enlightened with the truth by God in Acts 8:13, but was definitely NOT Born Again.
However, this man was still given a certain amount of time by God to choose whether or not he would repent and pray to God for forgiveness.
Now, let's look at the Book of Hebrews:
Hebrews 3:7-19: Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: "Today, if you will hear His voice, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion, in the day of trial in the wilderness, where your fathers tested Me, tried Me, and saw My works forty years. Therefore I was angry with that generation, and said, 'They always go astray in their heart, and they have not known My ways.' So I swore in My wrath, 'They shall not enter My rest.'" Beware, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief in departing from the living God; but exhort one another daily, while it is called "Today," lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin. For we have become partakers of Christ if we hold the beginning of our confidence steadfast to the end, while it is said: "Today, if you will hear His voice, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion." For who, having heard, rebelled? Indeed, was it not all who came out of Egypt, led by Moses? Now with whom was He angry forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose corpses fell in the wilderness? And to whom did He swear that they would not enter His rest, but to those who did not obey? So we see that they could not enter in because of unbelief.
Notice that Paul is warning people who have been enlightened with the truth of the Gospel (but not yet Born Again) that they can still develop an "evil heart of unbelief" and can depart from God, and can be hardened by sin.
The Holy Spirit also warns enlightened (but not yet Born Again) people against hardening their hearts.
It also says that ALL of the Israelites (who had been enlightened with the truth about God, but not yet Born Again) who came out of Egypt rebelled against God, even though obviously some of those made the decision to believe in God and repent later.
Hebrews 6: 4-6: For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.
Paul says that people who have been enlightened and have become partakers of The Holy Spirit can fall away to Hell.
Hebrews 10:26-31: For if we sin willfully after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a certain fearful expectation of judgment, and fiery indignation which will devour the adversaries. Anyone who has rejected Moses' law dies without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. Of how much worse punishment, do you suppose, will he be thought worthy who has trampled the Son of God underfoot, counted the blood of the covenant by which he was sanctified a common thing, and insulted the Spirit of grace? For we know Him who said, "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord. And again, "The Lord will judge His people." It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.
Paul says that if a person willfully sins against Jesus and insults The Spirit after having been enlightened with the truth of the Gospel, he has committed the unforgivable sin.
Hebrews 10:36-39: For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise: "For yet a little while, and He who is coming will come and will not tarry. Now the just shall live by faith; but if anyone draws back, My soul has no pleasure in him." But we are not of those who draw back to perdition, but of those who believe to the saving of the soul.
Paul is again saying that Spirit-enlightened persons can "draw back" away from God to perdition, and no longer be pleasing God.
Acts 2:38-40: Then Peter said to them, "Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise is to you and to your children, and to all who are afar off, as many as the Lord our God will call." And with many other words he testified and exhorted them, saying, "Be saved from this perverse generation."
Peter said that the opportunity to be saved was open to EVERYONE that he was speaking to and ALL who are far off (as many as the Lord God will call or draw or enlighten), and then Peter urged EVERYONE to "Be saved".
Acts 3:19: Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, so that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord,
That is a choice being offered once again.
Revelation 16:9: And men were scorched with great heat, and they blasphemed the name of God who has power over these plagues; and they did not repent and give Him glory.
This is showing that people will REFUSE to repent (they must have a choice, or why else would Revelation 16:9 even mention the fact that they will not repent?).
I will answer your next questions as soon as I can:
Where is it taught in scripture that I can reject Gods will?
Question, do you bear fruits of the Spirit without the Holy Spirit?
Im simply trying to blend the thought that If no one can come to the Son unless drawn by the Father and none that are given to the Son will not be lost, (or snatched from his hand) then how could your position with Hebrews and 2Peter apply?