wow that's interesting stuff.
part of me wishes i'd get a call or have the guts to write my DA letter... like then i'll be truly cleansed, and could quit thinking about it!
the other part of me thinks of my mom, and how she likes to self-diagnose herself with every illness she reads about. i think if i left for real she'd be a wreck.
i don't respect myself as a fader, though...
when i was really faced with being DFd i was so freakin scared. i attempted a reform post haste and begged for forgiveness! part of me was wishing they'd DF me anyway... oh well!