Topics Started by LyinEyes

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Stopping in to say "hi"
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
it's been awhile since i have been here, but i think of many of you often.

i just wanted to say hi and see what everyone is up to.

things are about the same for us, kids are good , life is good, so very busy.. so how is everyone?
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Anyone with type 2 Diabetes?
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
i have been to two doctors appointments in the last 7 months and it is confirmed that i have type 2 diabetes.

i was so scared when i found out, i have had many of my family die early from that illness.

since leaving the jw's , i can say that now i finally don't have the death wish that i secretly carried with me for so many years.
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Hello to all of my friends, it's been awhile....
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
hey everyone!!!

it has been awhile since i have posted here at jwd.

life has been an adjustment these last two years.
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Does it hurt you when they cry?
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
i talked to my dad yesterday , i had some thing to tell him about my sister's death, things i found out at the police station.

well, anyway......he told me that what keeps him going is knowing that he will see ginger really soon.

he told me he didnt mean to preach to me but he loves me and wants us all to make it thru the big a, so we can all be together as a family once again, including my mom and my sister who have passed away.. he told me we have to live for our kids,,,,,and help them thru this old system.
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Picture of my kids,,,,,brag a bit
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
i hope this works,,,,,,here are four of my reasons to love my life and at times pull my hair out!!.

the girl in the glasses is my daughter kelly , she is 13 and a goth, she is so unique and such a strong free spirit.

she wants piercings and tatoos, but it aint happening till she is 18. .
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Has it ever just hit you that......
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
has it ever just hit you that you need to crawl out of the hole you have been in and that you didnt even notice it?

just a couple of days ago, i awoke to the feeling of needing to change some things.

most of you know that i lost my sister right before xmas and that hit me hard, knocked me to my knees and i honestly think that is where i have been for awhile.
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Stepanie?
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
has anyone heard from her?

i don't know why, but here lately she has ran across my mind alot, wondering if she is ok?
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Dad tries to comfort me with the Resurrection hope
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. experiences
my son jake graduated from high school a couple of weeks ago and my dad sent him a nice sum of grad money, as a gift and to tell him how proud he was of him.

also in the card was to remind of his upbringing as a jw and that in time he hopes he embraces it again.

when ginger died he came to the funeral and we started talking again , after 3 years of silence.
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Thank you all, I love you!!!
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
so many of you have touched my heart by reaching out to me in this sad and lost time i am going thru.

losing my sister , in this way is what i have been so afraid of for so long.

it is unreal to watch the past repeat itself and to feel helpless after all is said and done , although i know i did all i could.
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Another great loss in my life..I hesitate to post this ,,
by LyinEyes in
1. jw
2. friends
[edited: links have been removed from this post.].

i hestitated to write this on xmas day and i hate to get anyone down, but i hope you understand and maybe send prayers my way.. .

dear friends i don't know how to even put my pain in words, or my great loss.