hi lisaann
Reniaa,
I forgot to answer your question! (Thank you for answering mine.) This may sound strange, but even when I was immersed in the JWs- and I was quite immersed- I never really could bring myself to believe in the bible! Lol the opposite of most everyone else here!
I was very uncomfortable reading the bible because it was such a violent, gory book- when it wasn't really, really boring. Whenever I studied with people I always turned their attention back to the publications because those made sense to me. I couldn't answer their questions about why god permits suffering because nobody could explain it to me sufficiently for it to make sense. But boy could I debate the
trinity, or hellfire, or the gentile times and such. I still have my original Truth book from 1968- I loved that book from the time I was 8 years old. And I really loved the religion. It was the bible that embarrassed me.
hi lisaann, after reading 12 pages of replies you answer is unique so far, lol if I want to get to sleep i just read a few pages of leviticus or deuteromy it's like counting sheep very effective but not revelation or Daniel thinking on them might keep you awake all night :) But I do agree the bible is a hard book, I get the impression it's a love/hate sort of choice. I do wonder at the God sometimes the uncompromising telling of the stories not prettying up the consequences and punishments but for me it makes it more believable. Also I like David he is my flawed favourite after Jesus he was so intelligent and some of the psalms he wrote are a sheer beauty, I wish i could hear them as he would sing them /sigh as you can see I am defo of the bible lover variety but I do still struggle with the harshness of punishments in the bible.
Reniaa