That's what I'm talking about. I need that type of proof. I'm just being honest.
I know and God knows that too.
I know that, for myself, when I WANTED that proof I couldn't have handled and when that proof finally came, I was blown away, cried like a baby too.
I am not saying that is your case, you seem liek a far stronger person than I was and perhaps am, I am only speaking for myself as I can only do that.
No one can show you that proof, there is none that will convince you, at least I don't know of any, do you?
I have often asked people what prof they need and to be honest, no one really knows, I mean, pretty much anything that is supernatural can be chlaked up to illusion or delusion, and pretty much anything natural cna be explained so, what do we have left over?