So, I was very happy to find your question in the Active Topics. It was like an answer to prayer, a reassurance that, although cast out of the WTS, my family and I are not alone.
P.S. to anybody on this forum who's inclined to ridicule the idea that God shows us scriptures: I will simply ignore such ridicule.
So, you find a topic re belief in God on a discussion board that is dedicated to religious topics for exiting cult members and this is proof of god answering your prayer? Not meant as ridicule so much as pointing out a rather large error in logic/reasoning. But if you're happy with it, who am I to say you can't be?
No, you're not alone. Many hold onto their belief in jesus/god after leaving the org; most prefer to choose a less extreme but similar belief. I am not one of these and am not alone either but invisible spirits had nothing to do with it.