Twitch, please allow me to explain. The non-believers on this forum sometimes appear to outnumber the believers (but maybe they just comment more on the threads I've been reading.)
Possibly.
Be that as it may, I'd been away from the forum for awhile, overwhelmed, in my wounded state, by the great amount of disillusionment I'd been finding here. Then I received, what I perceived to be, prodding from holy spirit to return to the forum. One of the first threads I encountered when I returned was the above question from Tornapart. The question just seemed to jump out at me and confirm that it was, indeed, holy spirit that directed me back here. God had answered my prayers for guidance, in other words.
It's too bad other people's comments and beliefs affected you to the point of not being able to participate. Glad to hear you've got a thicker skin now.
When I follow my instincts and find what I'm looking for, it's me turning the thought into action and finding the result. If it's what I expected, my bias or what I expected is confirmed. Do you see any parallel in this to what you've said/done?
Perhaps that means I've healed to the point that I can handle other people's disillusionment better now. I hope so, and I hope Tornapart will also heal without losing faith in God and the Bible.
I commend you on being able to handle other people's beliefs relative to your own. It's natural to think of beliefs that differ from your own as disillusionment. Some might go as far as saying that calling someone disillusioned because they don't believe as you do is ridicule. Doesn't really matter to me though; my conviction isn't dependant on confirmation by others.
I hope that others see the discussions and points made and decide what is right for themselves, even if it's different from my own beliefs.